Faith, Hope & Love

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What have i done??? i fucked up BIG time… I just lost someone i love and who was always there for me good and bad. Im hating myself soo much rite now. Its too late and theres nothing i can do anymore :( all i can do is apologize but sorry mean nothing to him. What can i do? just feel like punching myself rite now but its not gonna solve da problem is it. Im not expecting much, wish he’ll forgive me & wanna tell him that no matter wat i will always love him, miss him & be there for him.
Im SORRY :( CN